The Dawn of Change: A Spring Reflection

I am sharing this picture I took this week because Spring gifts us with the loveliest of sunrises. The sky burned with color as I drove into work, an unmissable display of reds, oranges, and golds stretching across the horizon. Spring is arriving, and with it, the early morning sunrises seem more vibrant, more alive. I felt compelled to capture the moment, knowing full well that my phone’s camera could never do justice to the depth of color I saw with my own eyes.

The clouds swirled like brushstrokes on a canvas, their fiery streaks both wild and intentional. There was something in their movement—an energy both grounding and electrifying. Standing there in the parking lot, in the crisp morning air, I could feel it: a shift, a quiet transformation unfolding, the whispering of new beginnings. Whether it’s the changing of a season, the stirring of a long-lost dream, or the courage to finally take the next step, the message was clear – change is here. Be it a season, a mindset, or a long-awaited dream finally taking shape. 

Winter has a way of settling into our bones, its weight slow and quiet. A feeling of isolation due the long stretch of night and darkness. But then, just like that, the light returns. It starts subtly—the days stretch a little longer, the mornings feel a little softer, and hope, once dormant, begins to stir. There’s something about this time of year that feels like a reset, an invitation to step forward, even if we’re unsure of the path ahead. The heaviness of winter lifts, making space for something new.

It’s as if the universe itself is whispering a promise: A new season is here, and with it, a fresh start to boldly step forward into what could be. I feel that for many, there is a shifting that is coming, a time of letting go. Time to start a new beginning no matter how daunting it is to take the first step. It is a chance to shake off the weight of winter and step into the possibilities of a fresh season.

I feel that shift deeply. At almost 50, I’m starting over. It’s daunting, uncertain, and yet—filled with possibility. I am remembering my dreams, allowing myself to believe in something bigger, something bold. The journey isn’t easy, and no two paths look the same, but one thing is certain: the light always comes after the dark.

Maybe you need to hear that today. Maybe this is your sign to step into something new, to let go of what no longer serves you. You are not alone. The days are growing longer, the world is waking up, and so are you. Tomorrow, take a moment to look at the sunrise. Let it remind you that no matter how long the winter, the light always returns. The season ahead is yours to embrace. New beginnings are shaping. Can you feel it? Hope is not lost, it may be deferred, but it springs eternal. 

Weekend Reset

It’s been a little while since my last update, and as I near the big 5-0, I’ve been reflecting on this journey before summer comes. I intended to share daily snippets, little sparks of insight, even if it felt a bit whimsical. My goal was to offer a guiding light for anyone navigating similar emotions. I hoped to offer little bits of support for anyone going through similar feelings.

Now, I am ready to share what has been going on with me for the last six months. But before that, I need to go to a lacrosse scrimmage this morning so I want to share this post first. I feel like there are folks out there who are trying to lift the seasonal fogginess of life.

So here I am, to say: it’s perfectly okay to feel a whirlwind of emotions—doubts that creep in like shadows, insecurities that dance on the edges of our thoughts, and that tingle of anxiety about the future.

If you find yourself caught in this emotional kaleidoscope today, take a breath and know that you’re not alone. Trust me, you will navigate this journey with grace and strength. Still dare to dream big, to hold onto hope, and to feel gratitude for every moment. Embrace the chaos, give grace to yourself, and let’s dream together! Adventure awaits us.

Happy Saturday folks!

Post It Thoughts

I am not sure when I wrote this soliloquy to myself. Could have been during Covid years and I stuffed it in my desk drawer. I found it again and this question is still a question to myself especially in the new season I am in.

What about you? What season are you in?

Dream Seed

I was going through my journal from beginning of this year and this one from January, coming from the stillness of my soul, still rings true. I want to share this as an encouragement for the day. Ponder on these questions and then pause for a moment. If you want to pray about it – go ahead. God always listens.

What is my heart’s desire? 

What wish lay silent, unwavering in my heart?

Plant a dream seed. 

Photo by Jonathan Kemper on Unsplash

Day 1 – Fly Little Bird

I’ve committed to starting a fresh series to document my journey over the next 365 days, leading up to my golden year. It’s my personal quest to capture my own “yellow brick road” or maybe golden moment.

I never expected my birthday would turn into such an emotional roller coaster as today also marked my son’s move-in day for college. Tears are pouring down as I write this. Time is a relentless thief – stealing away moments that I am not yet ready to let go. 

My son flew out of my nest

He’s been flapping his wings for seventeen summers

And today he was ready to take his journey

Photo by Robert Thiemann on Unsplassh

Calling this moment bittersweet feels like an understatement. This is our second time going through this experience, and while it hasn’t become any easier, it hasn’t grown worse either. I take comfort in knowing that a whole new world is about to unfold for my son – one that is filled with opportunities and brand-new experiences. I cherish these thoughts, take immense pride in seeing my son grow into the man I always knew he could become.

Yet, there is a profound heaviness in my heart, a mix of emotions that many parents have felt before. It’s a deep awareness that we are just but guardians of the next generation — therefore we must accept that we cannot make time slow down, no matter how much we wish we could. Oh, but time – why can you not give me more? 

I know that things will start to feel better in the coming weeks, but tonight, I’m a whirlwind of emotions as I try to process everything all at once. 

I don’t have any profound insights to offer, except this: cherish the time you have with your loved ones. Nothing is more important than them—not your work, not the money you have.